Why?

Currently in a state of confusion…
Why…
That sense is back once again…
It still so strong…
Why…
Trying not to think…
Trying to drink more baileys…
trying to make myself drunk…

ii am back~

Its been awhile or shall say really long since ii posting entries up here…it has been really busy for me…so busy before 2008, even more busier sending 2008 off and now ii and still busyz~ probably due to my final year project…an impossible mission thrown on the eight innocent students is really terrible…ii shall not say much about it…ind guys shld be able to understand how it feels like…

After an enjoyable trip to Republic of Ireland,we love e place, we miss it alot although we are kinda sick of the fries there…ii am still thinking of the 3degree temperature there, the amount of clothes we wore and the numerous times we complain about coold~ it’s a great achievement, flew over to e other part of the world. when will traveling ever be enough?

Made a trip up to Genting a month after Ireland trip, a fun trip with dear, her family and our friends…what else can i ask for?

All this while, we have been spending our time working on the project which gonna end soon which we dun really hope for…around end of Feb? or maybe even drag on to april?…by 12th Jan, we have to show a playblast (rendered clip) to the irish embassy before we continue to make amendment to it before the final production is ready to showcast to the rest of the important people…heard from mr jonathan that e media might be interested? it will be great…more and more people will get to see our animation…shall update soon with photos from ireland as well as e events that came after it…till then…wishing every ind students all the best for their major project, and everyone, all the best!!!

Salty Coffee.

He met her at a party. She was so beautiful, many guys were chasing after her, while he was so plain and simple, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but to be polite, she consented. They went to a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please; let me go home…. suddenly he asked the waiter.

‘Would you please give me some salt? I’d like to put it in my coffee.’

Everybody stared at him, how strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; ‘Why you have salt in your coffee?’

 He replied: ‘when I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who still live there’.

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That’s his true feelings, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can share his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, and has ties to his home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that he was actually a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed knowing him!

Thanks to his salty coffee! The story ended just like every beautiful love story, the princess married the prince, then they lived happily ever after…
And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in it, as she knew that’s the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:

‘My dearest, please forgive me, I have been lying my whole life. This was the only lie I told you—the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change it, so I just went ahead.
I never thought that could be the star of our conversation! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you about anything. Now I’m dying, I’m afraid of nothing so I can tell you the truth:

I don’t like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I met you, I don’t ever feel sorry for everything I did for you.’

‘Having you with me is the biggest thrill of my whole life. If I can live a second time around, I would still want to know you and have you for the rest of my life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again’.

Her tears made the letter totally wet. One day, someone asked her:
‘How did the salty coffee taste? It was very sweet,’ she replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive,
not to see but to understand,
not to hear but to listen
not to let go but to hold on.

Don’t ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave for the one they love. 

17 Nov – Departure day.

After a night at hotel, we didnt really have a good rest but rather a night full of fun…chron and company visited us at e hotel, after they went back…we stayed up and catch some shows, one of which was e “thirteen ghost”…we got on bed at arnd 4plus and gotten up early at 8am for breakfast…traders hotel have a marvelous breakfast…different kinds of cuisine could be found there, there’s just too many to choose from…we spent e rest of e day in e hotel playing games, watching movies and chit chat before we checked out at 3pm and board e free shuttle bus to e airport…we were told that flight will be at 6.30pm, however, that flight was full so we have no choice but to board british airway at 2345 to London then transfer to Dublin, Ireland…

The flight to London was terrible…e airplane engine noise caused not to have a good night slp, and the seat is so hot and uncomfortable, e space is just too limited…we reached London at 5.30am London time (9.30pm Sg time)…e weather is very cooling at about 10+ degree…we wasted alot of time boarding bus from terminal to terminal as we went to e wrong terminal and somewhat heatron airport have 5 terminal…we then board BMI (another british airway) at 8.40am London time (12.40am sg time) to dublin airport…it was an hour trip and e trip was fast as ii slpt once it took off…we reached dublin an hour later, their airport wasnt what we expected at all…it seems to be alittle old and simple, too different from what we thought it was…e security check in Europe is terrible…it’s very strict and ppl like us from Asian always given “extra” concern when we were at e check point…it’s kinda unfair but what to do…we arent European…

Trip to Ireland – Preview

Every event has a preview and so does an oversea trip…ray and company had an “preview” of their Malaysia Osip trip with visa problem…while on e other hand, we had a “preview” due to flight technical problem…we got e tickets, everything is well-prepared and was about to have a group check-in…but we were told that flight had a delayed at jakarta due to technical problem…but sad to say, it never turn out to be any better…our flight was cancelled…after a double confirmation from the airline company, we were told to stay over at Traders hotel at Tanglin until our flight has reorganised…we got a free cab to traders hotel and each were given a room…and some of us and ii gotten e suite, where room was divided to two part, one with living room, kitchen and e other wif king bed and bathroom…ii have two tv in each part of the room…

Do thanks e guys that came to send me off although euu cant see me into e departure hall but ur were tired, spending hours waiting for the flight information…greatly appriecated…

 

 

In less than a day time…

in less than a day time, ii will be flying off to Europe for the first time…preparation has been almost complete…only left with those items that can only be packed before ii leave my hse for the airport…winter wear have been nicely packed, currency changed and e-tix had been collected on fridae…ystd, while ii was driving, ii had a feeling of missing my hometown when ii thought flying to ireland on sundae…recently, ii have been eating alot of my favourite food everywhere ii go…it’s not that ii am gonna stay there very long, it’s only two weeks…gosh…wat is wrong with me?!?!?…although sundae flight is at 2345 yet we were told to report at e airport at 2030!!! that is freaking early before departure…

Celtic FC will be playing against Man Utd this coming wednesday…ii wonder if ii am able to watch it at ireland…it gonna be damn shiok…celtic Fc has a magnificent stadium with wonderful atmosphere and it a game between Man Utd…Mr jonathan is a Man Utd fan, shall we?

Ireland Trip Confirmed.

The Flight has confirmed, flight time will be at 2359…a minute before midnight…have to reach e Terminal 2 airport at 8.30pm sharp which ii thk it’s kinda too early but still it a must…no more SQ plane but changed to Germans airline… o.O its boeing 747 and we will be landing at Frankfurt airport, Germany instead of heatron at England…there’s inflight entertainment for our 12hr 15mins on flight but ii doubt it will be as fun as SIA…from what ii saw from their site, there’s 10 of the latest cinema in up to eight languages, ii wonder how many of them are in english?!?!?…additionally, a variety of TV programmes and music magazines are available, along with an international selection of 30 radio channels…No games available, bored bored bored~~~
they are showing Mamma Mia!!!…great!!!…will be stopping over at Frankfurt Airport for about 6hrs before heading off to Ireland capital Dublin…from now till sundae, there so many stuffs for us to do…photocopy of important documents is a must, packing of luggauges are not yet done…friday will be our busiest day before flight, changing currency, buying food to bring over, paying our air tickets or else we cant fly…there might be a shopping trip on thursday with jonathan while more information will be given regarding to what to and not to bring etc…we had gotten our insurance from NTUC Income at $23 per person, reseaonable price for a soso compensation under their scheme…will update soon~

All Out Of Love – Air Supply

I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn’t really know, doesn’t really know 

I ‘m all out of love, I’m so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I ‘m all out of love, what am I without you
I can’t be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I’m reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can’t hold on
There’s no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I’ll be gone, I’ll be gone

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

Counting down to Ireland~

Mr Jonathan had finally told us a date of departure, its on this coming sundae 16th of Nov…

“This trip is so far 98% confirmed” he said.

ii hope that 2% dun pop up from nowhere and screw e trip upside down…we all are worried..

The flight is 11.45pm!!! that is really so so damn late…but will be enjoying the SIA entertainment device than slping…will be arriving at ireland at around 5am or 5pm…there will be more than enough time to rest before we head down to IADT for our first meet up…there’s so many things to bring yet there only 20kg luggage limit for check-in…e winter wear is freaking heavy…ii wonder how are we going to bring back the additional stuffs we buy there…e temperature gonna be as low as 2 degree and hopefully my body can take it or else ii duno what ii can do about it…my sister going shenzen 3 days after my departure for a week…hopefully she can get a lot of great stuffs back for me while parent wif my bro will be going to malaysia some days after my sister deperature…this kinda like e first time where everyone is travelling to different locations…it’s cool, ii agree…

Cant wait for e trip, we have being toking and joking about the trip todae…we are looking forward, we cant wait to go…may our wish come true ^^

给我一首歌的时间

雨淋湿了天空 灰得很讲究
你说你不懂 为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 灰得很冲动
就算这是做错 也只是怕错过
在一起走 分开了走
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的过后 我能承受
这最后的出口 在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
越过你划的线 我定了勇气的终点
你说我不该 不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天
越过你划的线 我定了勇气的终点

ii am totally addicted to this songs…it’s has been looping and looping…
when ii first hear this song, ii cud hardly get what it means…
but after running through e lyrics, it’s just so so so meaningful…
ii am learning this song, ii am trying very hard…hahas…